I am beyond tired of the relationship I am in. I’m tired of the abuse, but I’m worried that I am too far in to get out. I know if I stay I will never be happy… :( I deserve to be happy right? Maybe I am just such a terrible person that I am bound to live a totally unhappy and miserable life. My papa is very sick with cancer and I can’t even talk to my boyfriend. I just feel like I have a huge hole in my heart right now.
I need to find a good photo a day activity to keep me busy. :).
Kinda want to do this when my Dad comes to visit www.orangeblossomcannonball.com
Busted ass hoes, and the creepy old guy
Have you ever felt like you were suffocating, or treading water. That would be how I feel right now… Ugh… I feel like I’m going nowhere fast. I want to leave… start over somehwere new. New friends, new place to live, kinda want new furnature too. I like the idea of starting new someplace different… when you start over you can be anyone you want to be, and it doesn’t matter who you were before or what they thought of you… I have an interview to move to New Orleans. We shall see.
On my way to the magic game. 2/3/12
My dogs live the puppy bowl.
